Offically freaking out!!

OK, I am officially freaking out right now. I just received my confirmation for my flight to go to Indianapolis for the Flight attendant interview, and it is really sinking in that I am flying there tomorrow!!!! AND there might be a huge chance that they want me right away and I would be moving to somewhere unknown, and I would be totally alone. I am trying not to cry as I right this cuz I am totally going to miss everyone here. I have loving family and friends here that are the most important people in my life. but I need to follow my dreams. I will try to visit as often as possible. But I know that this is the direction that God is wanting me to take. I can just feel his presence when I am thinking about this.

I love how when you totally rely on God and his love for you, things HAPPEN!

These are the days

These are the days. We are just supposed to enjoy life and go for it right? well I tried, but I didn't really go for it. I attempted to. but didn't follow through. I made a road trip this weekend and with every intention to, as Ayla would say, "spit some game" lol. but I got scared and backed out. haha oh well I guess I need to just, as Tia would say, "grow some!" hahaha But I had fun none-the-less. Tia and I went to the beach, hung out on the Pier and had some good food. We got home way to late though. I think that the lateness of the hour contributed to this but as we were driving home, we get to about Bouge Rd and George Washington Blvd and all of a sudden there is this HUGE white Owl that falls from the tree that is hanging over the road! I freak out, swerve around and am screaming! Tia freaks out and is like holy crap what happened! haha it was very eventful and needless to say I was awake after that! haha

But seriuosly people, I know I need to take my own advice here, but if you feel something in you that needs to be spoken, JUST DO IT! What do you have to loose?